Think brain ...THINK

Got some big dates coming up folks........

Birthday this month.....special one....33....love it.

Early September.....10 years of marriage. Fucking 10 years......to be celebrated even more so...given what we went through during Autumn/December.

Now.....i usually have gifts planned for years for S......ive planned weekends away and cool gifts and even a weekend meeting his icon Ray Mears for his 30th birthday ......

Cant think of a FUCKING thing this year ...what a bastard disaster

What the blue jesus am i going to do ?